Thursday, December 30, 2010

Week 4 Comment to Tim Edinger on "Being the Board"

Tim Edinger's Week 4 Blog Response

I connected most with the chapter 10 - Being the Board. I feel that is how I live my life for the most part. I don’t like to blame others. Everything that I do is because of a choice I made. I think that you could even take it a step further and not get angry for things that are out of your control. I now that my wife sometimes gets upset about certain situations, while I am not bothered - which upsets her even more. One time we went KFC with our family and some friends. The place was very busy and it only had three people were working. We had to wait for a much longer time than we normally would have. My wife felt that we should get a discount or something extra. I told her that they only had three people working and were working as hard and fast as they could. We didn’t need to be anywhere and could wait. I told here we could relax and spend some time talking with our friends while we waited. She felt that they could be more prepared and could have called in extra workers. I told her we didn’t know their situation - there could have been a sickness, gone to a funeral, or a number of other reasons why they only had three people. I felt there was no sense in getting upset with three people that were working as hard as they could to ensure everyone got their orders as quick as possible.

I also had a poem emailed to me that had a similar theme. It talks about someone getting cut off in traffic. The driver who gets cutoff is very upset and is yelling some choice words their way. At the end of the story we find out that the person who cut them off was upset and just left the hospital where a loved one had just passed away. There is no way we can no the situation or actions of others, so there is not sense that we get upset. I try to give people the benefit of the doubt. I try to be the “board.”

My Response

Thank you your insights. I commute daily in and out of NYC where the traffic is intense, as are some of the people. One day I was attempted to be "cut off" off by a driver as I was waiting on an exit ramp for over 15 minutes. It enraged me because I had been patiently waiting, so I decided not to let her in. She then rolled down her window in tears, and pointed to her infant in the back seat whom she was rushing to the hospital. I felt horrible. There are many stories and reasons behind the actions of others.

week 4-Chapter 10, Being the Board



“Being the Board” is an invaluable lesson. It means you must be accountable for your place in the world, not as victim, but realize your place in it, as a whole, as life moves around you. Zander also talks about relationships and blame, “when I blame you, I seek to establish that I’m in the right” and he goes on further to explain that one loses their own power when you seek to blame. I have found this to be very accurate. When you point fingers at others, you take the responsibility off of yourself, thus shutting the door to a deeper self-awareness. If however, you take responsibility for looking at things objectively, or perhaps from another person’s perspective, you might learn a valuable insight about yourself and how you interact in the world.

Zander also discusses the uselessness of anger, and blame for things beyond our control. This has been a valuable lesson for me on my sometimes very traffic lased commute in and out of NYC daily. I used to be enraged by the traffic, and now I’ve let go of any of that anger realizing I’m wasting my precious energy on something completely out of my hands. Another incredible insight, “grace comes from owning the risks we take in a world by and large immune to our control.” My risk in the situation is knowing that NYC traffic is intense, yet I choose to commute in it daily.

It has been a real gift reading this book, as it’s been therapeutic as well as deeply insightful, with suggestions and tricks on how to stay mindful and present in a modern world.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Week 4 - Dream Job


My dream job would be one just like the one I have, only one with an adequate arts budget, and one that values the arts a bit more. I haven’t received arts materials in three semesters, and have shelling out the supplies on my own time and budget, with the hopes of being reimbursed. I also dream of cart filled with Macbooks, fully equip with the latest version of Adobe CS , where I could show students how to create online portfolios, digital video, and sound compositions.

Taking it even one step further, I dream of a paperless school in which every student gets his or her own laptop and completes work online via blogger, experiments with various web 2.0 tools, and integrates the latest technologies into course work (not unlike what we have learned how to do at Fullsail).

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Week 3-Comment to Julie Jerue



Hi Julie,

I understand how you feel. As a single mother of two young sons, working full time and juggling this degree is a challenge to say the least. It’s tough trying to stay “present”. I also struggle with very real feelings inadequacy as a parent trying to further my career. It’s hard not to feel bitter when you have to skip your child’s football games to catch up on graduate work. However, the end is in sight! It will all be distant memory soon enough. I guess we need to be present to our feeling of frustration, guilt and being completely overwhelmed for another month and week!

Week3-Comment to Elizabeth Klauer

Hi Elizabeth,

I agree with you completely. The Zanders’ insights are powerful ones. The Rabbi’s perspective is also great. If we clear our internal judge, we gain clarity that allows for gratitude and a deeper understanding of circumstance.

Week 3-Reading Response



Chapter 7, The Way Things Are

Letting the “storm sweep its course”, is a valuable lesson. I feel we have been so conditioned to believe life is always supposed to be pleasant and comfortable and resist the very valuable and real feelings of frustration, anger and sadness. To embrace and be present when things are bumpy and roll with them; that’s also part of the ride. I often see “storms” brewing in my six-year-old son. It begins with a tantrum or two, or a fight with his older brother and finally ends in a trip to his room for a time out. I have come to realize that time is valuable for him. The storm rages, for a few minutes while he usually explodes in tears, yet he emerges from it minutes later new and completely refreshed kid. Sometimes we all need a good cry or scream. It is release.

In chapter 7, Mr. Zander also discusses “exits” as a way people often time deal with very unpleasant feelings or circumstances. Turning our backs on things that make us very uncomfortable always seems to resurface in the long run. I had a friend whom lost his mother to cancer 10 years back. He still has yet to visit his mother’s grave since despite the fact that she is buried only minutes away from his home. He’s also developed in these years since her passing, a drinking habit that wasn’t there before her death. Being “present” to life’s realities, comes more naturally for some than for others. The teachings of Zen Buddhism, and yoga which incorporate those very beliefs of being “present” and “in the moment” into a spiritual practice, and

is a skill that some people acquire after years of practice and training.

Friday, November 12, 2010

Week 3-Four Links to Educational/Inspirational Videos



1.

http://www.mylearningtube.com/media/1167/In_The_Mix_What_Makes_a_School_Worth_Going_To_Excerpt/

A great story to reinforce the importance of arts education in schools. About a young man growing up in an impoverished New Mexico where dropout rates are some of the highest in the nation. He finds his passion and voice in arts and digital video and claims that is what keeps him in school. The above story was posted on my learning tube http://www.mylearningtube.com/ an amazing resource for educators.

2.

http://www.pbs.org/pov/differentcolorblue/differentcolorblue.php

Inspiring and true short story about an artist who is nearly blind, who continues to create his paintings despite the odds. Beautiful soundtrack and art created by a man who nearly lost all of his vision in a horrible accident. He sees that the accident allowed him to dig deeper into his art despite the odds. Found on http://www.pbs.org/pov/educators/ many amazing resources for educators including documentary, short stories and full-length feature films.

3.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1732754907698549493#

Dr. Martin Luther King, I Have a Dream speech. I never grow tired of this clip, and show it every year around his birthday. This is a great one too.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkRdj9L3wyE&feature=player_embedded

4.

http://www.dove.us/#/features/videos/default.aspx[cp-documentid=7049579]

I’ve shown most of these films to my advisory girls. Dove’s Campaign for Real Beauty has focused on the beauty industries distortion of beauty and how it affects young women and girls. Powerful short films to be viewed by all young women and parents of girls. Find it in the videos section of the website.

Week 3-Discussion Board Topic #2

I’ve recently introduced IMovie and Screenflow into my classes. I’ve set up a series of demonstrations on how the programs work, and have told the students to take notes during the demonstrations. The students seem to have a second nature in how these programs work, however, the problem lies in the availability of only one computer in the classroom. I received a grant for a 17-inch Mac pro, and am having students work in small groups of 4 to produce movie reviews, capturing scenes via screen flow, and creating narrative explanations of film elements. Because I am an art teacher, I’ve created this as sub lesson within a studio art lesson. Every week on Friday, one group of four works on the film review while the rest of the class works on a studio art lesson. It’s been a balancing act, but the only way to get students to explore the technology until I can get more computers in my classroom.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

week 2-Podcast Suggestions


Robert Bergman a photographer, and Toni Morrison introduces his book of photographs, A Kind of Rapture. Two incredible artists, Toni Morrison (my favorite author) reads her introduction.

http://dl.luxmedia.com/nationalgallery/audio/121409bs02.mp3

Education Podcast Network, a library of podcasts made mainly by educators and students wnting to share their stories, experiences and knowledge.

http://epnweb.org/index.php?openpod=13#16

Art History podcasts. All of the hallmarks of western masterpieces http://www.learnoutloud.com/Catalog/Arts-and-Entertainment/Painting_-Architecture_-and-Sculpture/Art-History-Podcast/24148#plink

Incredible resource for educators, many different subjects and disciplines; history, kids, languages, self development, travel, ect.

http://www.learnoutloud.com/



Wimba Wk-2

Attended the Wimba 2 session and the session hashed out the expectations for month 11. I’m still honestly a bit lost about the publishing and leadership project. Hopefully I will also be able to attend one of the sessions in week four.

Week 2- Natalie Hill Blog Response

I should have been informed about this phrase when I began this program. The phrase is “ Rule #6, don’t take yourself so seriously”, I have been guilty of this since I started this program. I have been so uptight about each subject because I didn’t know what to expect. My blood pressure have gone up tremendously.

Normally, I am the person who is telling people around me to smile everything is going to be ok but, lately that my caculating self has taken over. My mom asked me the other day why I get upset about things so quickly and I said stress. She replied, that’s not you and I said “I know”. Once again I let myself get wrapped up in the measurement world, scared of failure.

I’ve always been told admitting the problem is the first step to solving the problem. Now that I have admitted to being stressed I am going to follow “Rule #6” to the fulliest and finish this program to the end. Enjoy life and don’t let life take control of me.

Sources: Book entitled The Art of Possibility


Hi Natalie,

I'm glad I'm not alone in feeling like I've have been pushed to my limit during this course. It has been challenging, painful, yet rewarding I've gained skills that weren't there before EMDT. Relaxation is key. One of the coping mechanisms I've learned throughout the year is how to meditate. If I didn't learn that valuable skill, I'm not sure I would have made it to month 11. Breathe, we are almost there!

Saturday, November 6, 2010

week 2- Reading Response


I can honestly say there isn't a day that goes by that I'm not appreciative about what I do. I have the incredible job of piercing through the 'calculating self ' of my students and helping them find their 'center self '. As an art teacher, I get to see my students rediscover the joy in creativity and I witness that on a daily basis. Many of my NYC public high school students haven't had an art class since elementary school and come into the class tough and hard, however, almost all of them at one time or other reach a childlike and joyful state. The process of making art is usually rewarding, and fun for many of them, as we we work with paint, plaster, and get our hands dirty. Yet, I see first hand how the scrutiny of the ‘calculating self’ sucks the joy right out them after the final product has been made. Their 'calculating' self makes comments like, “that sucks” or, “Miss, I don’t like it” or, " I'm bad at art" permeate the airwaves of the classroom all too often. Much of my day is spent reassuring them their work and visions are important, and that their voices and ideas need to be heard, that they are special.

We all need to take a look at how we take the joy out of ourselves. Will we scrutinize, judge and reprimand ourselves to death? Or can we step back into the innate joy we all have in that 'center' self. Stepping into the center self might be messy, but sure worth the while.

Week 2-Blog Response to Kathryn Nemelka


Media Asset Creation - Week 2 - Entry 1 - Book Reading

My thoughts about reading The Art of Possibility Chapters 4 - 6:
Wow! I am sure thousands of people can relate to the feeling of being a “success” or being a failure to ‘society’. I like how Ben changed the ‘being a success’ to “how will I be a contribution today?” I am a queen of figuring out if I am a success/failure. I LOAD myself up with a zillion things to do so that I can be a ‘success’ where in reality I am just setting myself up for failure due to lack of time. Everybody wants approval from others. If we could train our minds to just focus on what we do contribute on a day to day basis we would be so much happier. We all do need to remember we are leaders. Many of us who are teachers can be HUGE leaders in our students lives for motivating them into positive passions instead of negative things such as gangs and poor school performance.
I am in love with “rule number 6 – Don’t take yourself too seriously”. I have a perfect example in my own life about ‘don’t take yourself too seriously. This year my kindergarten class is a very ‘tricky’ class. Usually I have the ‘perfect’ classroom with a quiet working environment. This year I have a class with many different ADHD problems, challenged learners, and many broken homes. I was getting so frustrated with myself that I wasn’t making as much progress with MY students as I had in past years. And MY class wasn’t the perfect class to look at and watch. I took a step back and decided to ‘lighten up’ (even before I read this book) and decided to go with the flow. I am now FALLING in love with this group of kids. I kicked back and now I can focus on the STUDENTS instead of MY ‘perfect’ classroom. We have fun and I am now getting to them. We still have a lot of academic progress to make, but we are making progress!
I also enjoy the way this author writes this book with stories. It makes the book more personal and it touches me emotionally as I read them. It motivates me to want to change.

1 COMMENTS:

Aimee said...

What a great learning moment. It is amazing how much students can teach us! To surrender and let go of our preconceptions of what "perfect" is. How truly incredible that you were conscious enough to really let go and listen to the needs of your students. As an art teacher in a NYC public high school, I too have many humbling moments and often times have to re-evaluate my approach and attitude depending on the class. I would have been eaten alive long ago if I took myself too seriously! Learning should be fun, and students can feel it when the educator is experiencing it as well.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Week 3 Comment on Colette Ishizaki's Blog Entry

Aimenjade
Colette,

I am also working on digital filmmaking in my action research. I have been well received not only by students, but staff as well. I have begun collaborating with other teachers and subjects creating short films within the school. It's truly been a great experience. I'm curious to see the stories created by your fifth grade students and how they differ from those made by my high school students!
Wednesday, September 22, 2010 - 11:23 PM

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Week 2-UDUTU


1. Aimee Cavazzi

2. My lesson will will involve art students in the 11th and 12th grade on a lesson in digital story telling.

3. This is from a lesson in Kathy Craven's class in May of 2010 called, Too Many Stories, modified in September, 2010.

4. After looking at the example of my digital story featuring their peers, students will learn about the basic principles of digital storytelling, ultimately creating digital stories of their own.

LMS-Week 2 Comment #2

Response to Eric Hanson's post on What to CMS/LMS cost?

Thanks for clarifying the sometimes hazy difference between CMS and LMS. I think where both of these systems are falling short, my guess is that is where learning content management systems or (LCMS) are starting to fill in. Well written and clear summary of the article.

LMS-Week 2 Comment #1

a copy of J.U's Blog entry

LMS - Week 2 Reading: What do CMS/LMS cost?


1 comments:

Aimee said...

The eye-catching blue background really drew me into your post as well as your last quote and question, "Is this really meeting the learner's needs?" Thank you so much for breaking this article down into Cliff note form, you really know your stuff!


Week 2-Cavazzi Aimee Training Professionals Gain Agility and Power from LCMS Technology


Many large corporations and agencies have invested in learning content management systems (LCMS) to train and educate their employees. Many of these buyers are mentioned in Bill Perry's article; the Canadian Air Force, the US Nuclear Power Industry, and the Challenger Corporation (has the largest online training library for clinical training) have implemented LCMS into their training repertoire.


Bill Perry describes some of the many benefits of LCMS, the most notable one being the personalization of the teaching modules used by trainees. The system records the training, tracks the progress, and allows for collaboration. It is also easy to maintain content as well as make quick adjustments to vast amounts of information and data. The content delivered is media rich, as well as ready on demand for learners. Managers and administrators boast of the decrease in training time, and money being saved on course development and training. According to, Internet Time Group, LCMS comes with built in authoring systems, which allow experts in the field to build content, bypassing the need for a programmers.


“Simply put, learning content management systems have enabled training departments to become a strategic weapon for employers.” (Perry, 2010) Training on a LCMS has become a powerful and effective way to keep track of training and keep employees on the cutting edge of current trends within their specific industries.


References:


Internet Time Group. (2009) Retreived on September, 11th, 2010 from http://www.internettime.com/Learning/lcms/


Perry, B. (2010) Retrieved on September, 11th, 2010 from http://www.astd.org/lc/2009/0309_perry.html


Wimba Session 3

The thorough review of CMS LMS and CLMS was helpful to my understanding of the acronyms. Hearing descriptions from classmates was also particularly helpful in fully grasping the sometimes-ambiguous differences between CMS and LMS, specifically in education. I’m also glad to hear the assignments (UDUTU) broken down and explained in detail. I’m less daunted by the assignment now.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Week 1-Comment on Brian Cross's Post

Nice summary of the article Brian. I completely agree with the author’s opinion in that academic writing should be a standard for high school students in the upper grades. I remember feeling lost in my first year in college for that very reason.

LMS-WK1-blog entry-ReadingThe Future Of E-Learning Is More Growth

The Future Of E-Learning Is More Growth

E-Learning rapidly growing, especially in North America and more specifically, the United States. Research done be the Ambient Insight Group, has shown that E-Learning, "by dollar volume reached $27.1 Billion in 2009" it's forecast to double by 2014. (Nagel, 2010)

The largest area of growth seems to be taking place in the Prek-12 and in higher education sector. (Nagel, 2010) The Ambient Insight group reports that the USA is leading in e-learning in cyber charter schools and virtual schools. For example, there is only one virtual school in Canada, (as of 2009) as opposed to the 200,00 students enrolled in virtual schools in the US in 2009. (Nagel, 2010) Furthermore, there are only two charter schools in Canada in which neither if them offer online classes, as opposed to the US in which there are over 185,000 children currently enrolled in cyber charter schools. (Nagel, 2010)

For profit education programs are being heavily marketed toward busy adults. The current economic climate is fueling a demand for vocational and career programs. The prek-12 sector is fueled by state and local education dollars.

References

Nagel, D. (2010). The Future Of E-Learning Is More Growth. Retrieved on September 5, 2010 fromhttp://campustechnology.com/Articles/2010/03/03/The-Future-of-E-Learning-Is-More-Growth.aspx?Page=3

Friday, September 3, 2010

Week 1 Comment on Q'sFSOBlog-"What Is An LMS"


Thanks for breaking the definition of LMS into layman's terms! I suppose we all had a little taste of how to create a LMS in our Education Design and Evaluation class in month 4 when we had to break into groups and create education design modules. It truly was a learning experience to share files in google docs to create a cohesive site.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Wimba Session 2

Another thorough overview of the next four weeks. Thanks for explaining in depth what exactly a literature review is. I think my main problem in writing the lit review is trying to stay neutral. Your "talk show host" metaphor was particularly helpful. I'm also still a bit confused about the indentations question that a classmate brought up during the session. I would love to find the answer before Sunday!

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Pre-Wimba Session 1


I'm looking forward to the month. I appreciated how we were walked through the syllabus in detail. The reading seems a bit daunting however, I'm always up for a challenge!